when you betray me 5 years ago my heart was shattered. you flirt another guy infront of me and bring him home. what about me? we are a lover back then. why you want to do this to me? if you don't love me why don't say it? why you want to kiss him infront all of my friend?i was heart broken and i cry for whole night.
my friend bring me to red box karaoke and he sing this song to me
this song very suit me lol...
Saturday, December 27, 2008
heart broken...
willy, what you were saying was right. if i go back to his side sure he will hurt me again. and its true. this was happen to me on 20th december...
my ex ask me to go to his hometown to holiday. so on 20th december i alone take a bus go to his hometown. when i was arrive i called him come to fetch me (if not mistaken the place is call chai lin park in butterworth). he say ok but i was waited for 1 hour also he not yet come. so i called him asking what happen why so long he din't come. he say got no car now because his mom was using his car now. he say got motorcycle can or not? i say whatever. after wait for more than half an hour he called me back. "where are you now a? my mom come back liao le. now i have car and can come liao". WTF i was waited here for more than one and a half hour and now you say where am i? ok never mind i tell you.
when he come i was acting just nothing happen and he only say 1 sorry. i was too tired so after having my dinner he bring me to his home. after cleaning myself i straight jump into bed and sleep until 1 p.m tomorrow lol. i think i was a PIG lol.
so after i wake up he bring me to stall and having a lunch there. after having my lunch we go to cyber cafe to online a bit. after that he bring me home and he straight go up to his room. WTF i waited you for more than 1 hour and come to find you only find you was SLEEPING. i was so frustrated. it was only 6 p.m and i waiting for you to wake up but you never wake up. i wait you until 9 p.m and this 3 hour i was thinking did you ever treat me as a friend?
if you don't want to be friend with me why you ask me to go to your hometown? you were leaving me alone at home locking all the door for what? scare me to run away? going to your hometown to holiday but ended up being at home for whole day. so 1 day was wasted haiz.
finally he wake up but at 7 a.m. i was so angry that morning so i tell him i want to go back to kl saying that i need to do something at kl. and he never say anything.
why you treat me like this? we cannot be a lover but still can be friend right? why are you treating me so cold? you hurting me 5 years ago and now you're hurting me again. was i not even worth to become your friend?
my ex ask me to go to his hometown to holiday. so on 20th december i alone take a bus go to his hometown. when i was arrive i called him come to fetch me (if not mistaken the place is call chai lin park in butterworth). he say ok but i was waited for 1 hour also he not yet come. so i called him asking what happen why so long he din't come. he say got no car now because his mom was using his car now. he say got motorcycle can or not? i say whatever. after wait for more than half an hour he called me back. "where are you now a? my mom come back liao le. now i have car and can come liao". WTF i was waited here for more than one and a half hour and now you say where am i? ok never mind i tell you.
when he come i was acting just nothing happen and he only say 1 sorry. i was too tired so after having my dinner he bring me to his home. after cleaning myself i straight jump into bed and sleep until 1 p.m tomorrow lol. i think i was a PIG lol.
so after i wake up he bring me to stall and having a lunch there. after having my lunch we go to cyber cafe to online a bit. after that he bring me home and he straight go up to his room. WTF i waited you for more than 1 hour and come to find you only find you was SLEEPING. i was so frustrated. it was only 6 p.m and i waiting for you to wake up but you never wake up. i wait you until 9 p.m and this 3 hour i was thinking did you ever treat me as a friend?
if you don't want to be friend with me why you ask me to go to your hometown? you were leaving me alone at home locking all the door for what? scare me to run away? going to your hometown to holiday but ended up being at home for whole day. so 1 day was wasted haiz.
finally he wake up but at 7 a.m. i was so angry that morning so i tell him i want to go back to kl saying that i need to do something at kl. and he never say anything.
why you treat me like this? we cannot be a lover but still can be friend right? why are you treating me so cold? you hurting me 5 years ago and now you're hurting me again. was i not even worth to become your friend?
Monday, December 1, 2008
my first blog
this is my first time writing in blog. don know why i feel like writing some thing here....
today i dream my 1st ex. i was dreaming that i was sleeping with him on the bed hugging(of course with clothes de la lol). feeling so sweet and some moody too. don why i will dream about him today, maybe i still miss him or my love toward him still strong? haiz so confuse....
i was so mad at him when he betray me years ago but now no le. very tiring to hate someone that long. we was seeing each other because he was working at the same department with me. because our level was same so we meet very often recently and sometimes we also work together...
because our job is the same so we work together a lot and we also talk a lot more recently. we sometimes jokes with each other too. maybe now i don hate him anymore and my feeling also started to love him? haiz so confusing...
today i dream my 1st ex. i was dreaming that i was sleeping with him on the bed hugging(of course with clothes de la lol). feeling so sweet and some moody too. don why i will dream about him today, maybe i still miss him or my love toward him still strong? haiz so confuse....
i was so mad at him when he betray me years ago but now no le. very tiring to hate someone that long. we was seeing each other because he was working at the same department with me. because our level was same so we meet very often recently and sometimes we also work together...
because our job is the same so we work together a lot and we also talk a lot more recently. we sometimes jokes with each other too. maybe now i don hate him anymore and my feeling also started to love him? haiz so confusing...
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