this is my first time writing in blog. don know why i feel like writing some thing here....
today i dream my 1st ex. i was dreaming that i was sleeping with him on the bed hugging(of course with clothes de la lol). feeling so sweet and some moody too. don why i will dream about him today, maybe i still miss him or my love toward him still strong? haiz so confuse....
i was so mad at him when he betray me years ago but now no le. very tiring to hate someone that long. we was seeing each other because he was working at the same department with me. because our level was same so we meet very often recently and sometimes we also work together...
because our job is the same so we work together a lot and we also talk a lot more recently. we sometimes jokes with each other too. maybe now i don hate him anymore and my feeling also started to love him? haiz so confusing...
1 comment:
you are really confuse with your love life now. i would call that as missing instead. you miss those happy moments with him.
you broke up with him bcoz he has betrayed you. if you accept him back, you better prepare yourself to get hurt again.
"where can you find cats that don't eat fish?" i didn't mean to be love guru or anything, just my one cent advice to you.
love with scars never last... however, follow your instinct :P good luck to you.
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